for now, here are a few fav pics hehehe – helllooooo jackson! =P

AGAIN, THANK YOU ALL FOR VOTING!!! I HAD THE TIME OF MY LIFE…

tita tessa for being such a great VOTE FOR JESS campaign manager ahaha

all my cousins and aunts/uncles from la, chicago, philippines, sf, alaska

THANK YOU TO MY WTFly LADIES!!!! holding down what the forks and making me laugh through the hard times!!! – betsey, rach, abi, lawn and of course ti jane lol

all my bbm buddies

duh – thanks suzzzz for the shea butter and the words of wisdom… from the pro lol – you’ve been through so much too, so i really thank you for all the advice you’ve given me…

ROKKAN!!! thank you for helping me out with my projects, i’ll be back working in no time!!!

omg – emma and arsenio, let’s hope the kitties start to calm down ugh – i want them to be friends!!! thank you so much, i can’t express that enough…

joey pepper…. LMAO – thank you for the tattoo your twoer kit, noteboook, coco water, stitching kit and just your presence… you’re like my big bro and i’m glad you came by!

thanks to everyone who came out to epstein’s last night – OMG – STILL SPEECHLESS THANK THANK THANK THANK YOUUUU

thank you NINTENDO for the lovely flowers!!!

as well as chico and hanna and ate ags and ROKKAN for the flowers too heheehehe (along w johns single rose hahahaaha)

angela and nam…. if ever i get hurt again, i know who to call to visit first hahahaaha – you saw me at my worst, but pretended like i was at my best =) schmangie – you’re seriously a jack of all trades hahaha – thanks for feeding me bits of cupcakes (from abi and rach) with your fingers like i was a kid, taking out my contact, and dealing with my insanity hahahaha…

i’ll be forever grateful to all of you… i’ll be back in no time to join you guys for 2 4 1 burgers hehehe

IF I FORGOT TO MENTION YOU FEEL FREE TO YELL AT ME… YOU KNOW I’M ABSENT MINDED AND HAVE STM SO LET ME KNOW LOL

my sis and my mom are coming soon, oh boyyyyeeee

UPDATE:
my flesh is looking 10x’s better than the first day and although my eye is still a bit swollen and bruised, i can nearly open it all the way! my shoulder burns are quite painful, but they’re almost a good pink color. i just pulled out like 7 eyelashes – gaaaaah! i can’t afford to lose any more – these grow back right?!?!?! i may have to investigate on some miracle mascara if not lol.

*i’m uploading photos now so i’ll update this post in a bit with some eye candy =)

i can use my left hand too!

last wednesday i got into a pretty serious bike accident leaving me bedridden for a few days, 6 to be exact, at the hospital. pardon my typos, i still have cast on.

as john and i were riding back home from the city to bk, john passes me as he always does down the wburg bridge, almost at the foot, then another mtn biker speeds right past me trying to get in front ofjohn. in my head, oh no, this guy is an idiot. just as he passes me, i see him trying to get around john’s right side and BAM! he rides right into a jogger!

i veer toward the left to make it past a small gap between him and the bridge, but then he loses control as he slams on the brake to check on the jogger. that’s all i remember. i wake up, on the floor, pool of blood, one eye shut. lots of concerned faces. lots of screaming for an ambulance. i see chris, i hear john, i see mtn biker, i see jogger, i see passerbys giving me the “OMG” look.

i want to go to sleep, but they tell me no, to keep my eyes open. its hard because i feel the thick blood dripping all over my face. so i struggle to stay concious as the ambulance draws near.

they finally arrive, bandage me up and roll me to the ambulance. john rides home and meets me in the ER. i realize that my right arm feels funny and then pain, shock, and nerves hit while i’m in the ambulance. i make small talk with the paramedic. trying to ease any discomfort of my appearance to make both of us feel better. i tell him – you think i’ll look better in time to be in front of a camera? because i have this twicon thing i need to be at end of the month hehe.

ER sucks. i’ll get back to that later. too many hours of agony spent there. i shed a tear or two, not from pain, but from the lack of attention to my burning face. they finally unbound my bandages and again, i get the “OMG” look while sucking in your saliva between your teeth sound: “tshhhhhh!”

my ER neighbor was pure entertainment, she helped pass the time by hollerin at all the fly paramedics.

i get admitted around 530 am. john is still with me but no more visiting hours so he has to go home. i spend what’s left of that night trying to sleep, but am constantly hassled by needles. i get hooked up to an IV and antibiotics etc etc… i;m on morphine so i dont remember much.

the next morning i’m introduced to my nurse, “N” – i immediately fall in love with him because he was so much nicer than all the rest and i felt he really cared. not to mention he was gay, had great hair, and was very very witty.

thanks so much to my boyfriend, PAPA, angela, nam, suzette, emma, joey pep, ate ags, tita baby, hanna, chico, chris, and of course stash for visiting me and to all of you, ESPECIALLY MY FAMILY – ma, ate, joey, titas (tita tin, baba, rose, berd), titos, cousins, grandma – THE WHOLE CLAN – for checking up on me via txt, email, fb, twitter – LOVED IT! thanks to my boss for answering my frantic phone call and the rest of the ROKKAN family for picking up where i left off at work you guys are AWESOME! -> THANK YOU GOD FOR LETTING ME LIVE

a few more days, i’m also introduced to my other nurse “D” who happens to remind me a lot of carl from dqm… straight up. he made me feel at home too… although i was far from it.

the team of doctors that i had to see: surgical, plastic surgery, ear nose throat, orthopedics, and optomology – thank you allll for helping me get better.

it sucked looking into a mirror at first, but after john and my papa started doing the facial scrubs (yes, ouch) my face has slowly come back to normal… other than a few lacerations, bruises and road rashes – and of course my cast.

i’m healing rather quickly (bc i have to scrub my face 2x’s a day gaaaah) and i hope to rejoin everyone again soon.

THANK YOU AGAIN FOR ALL OF YOUR PRAYERS AND SUPPORT. I LOVE YOU!!!!

(i’ll post pics later… when i’m ready to share… its uhm… pretty graphic…)

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d. ross and i talked some women’s fashion/blogging/IT gals and some other business… he’s always been like a big bro to me… he’s a busy man so i’m glad he made some time for me.

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